There is so much I want to say, yet so much I don't want to say at the same time. I am feeling so lost these few days. Never sure where I'm headed for, never sure what's what. Many a time, I have felt that I am not good enough. Maybe it is just me over thinking things. Maybe its just me. I just don't know.

Maybe the stress is getting to me again. Sigh.

Oh yeah. Thinking about getting 2 things. Still undecided if I should.

1. An all in 1 wireless router + modem to replace my current router and modem setup.

- The reason is that I have issues accessing the modem at times. I believe that this could be the cause of my issues at times. I doubt it is the wire linking router to modem. It could be the modem itself or some incompatible settings on either or both devices. Currently using Riger's modem from TMnut and Linksys's wireless router. Thinking about switching to DLink.

2. A 500GB Western Digital Element HDD.

- The reason is that I have 2 320GB portable HDDs but with 1 full and another nearing full, (my Dell internal HDD is also full), I need another HDD. Way too many things, I have.

Thoughts?